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To this day, she says/does shit that gets under my skin. How does one do so much magic when it comes to pressing another’s buttons? That’s talent.
You realize every “best thing” in life already passed you by.
*best job
*prettiest girl who gave me her all and then some
*most awesome friends
*career opportunities
*favorite apartment by the sea
*all my books and movies
*youth
*memories with my children i’ve missed
*memories with my dad i could be having but, i’m too fucking stibborn
*true love
Damn. Today has been a bummer. Keep on keepin’ on. Can’t change the past, gotta learn from it.
I wish you’d grow up.
I wish people would shut their fucking mouths.
I wish the lyrics in music were actually like “real life” more than not.
I wish football season would last all year.
I wish i could find a girl i don’t lose interest in almost immediately.
For as much and as hard as i work, i wish i had more to show for it than a beat up truck, a small townhome and a fucked up iPhone.
I wish i could stop drinking.
I wish a genie would grant me some wishes.
These holiday hours are super awesome in a financial sense but FUCK I forgot what a day off feels like. I live at both of my jobs to the point of where more than half of my clotges are here. Shit i need a life. New Years resolutions as of today: gym membership, court date for Raegan(be a way better Father to her than i have been this past year), get a new truck by February and get rid of the current POS, finish at least my right sleeve by April and re-furnish my new place with nothing but IKEA and Target shit and framed horror movie posters of course. And i’m trying super hard to secure some Texans season tickets for next season. Dems my boys. More to come.
I get to spend Christmas Eve ad Christmas day with my little man and my family. Gavin’s seriously the coolest, most rad and sweet child ever. I’m proud to say he is my son.
Bedtime. Uno mas double tomorrow.
The solace never seems to last. I turn away as the sunshine fades to black.
Woke up to It’s Always Sunny and a breakfast taco, found a new apartment/townhome and got to talk to my little girl. Just reminds me that you reep what you sow. What an awesome feeling. I’m not even mad about having to work til 4am. Annnnnd tattoo appointment tomorrow? EPIC.
I was there for literally all of that. What a bad, bad man.
Circa 1988
